30 – 31 August
Directed by Stephen Leach, Can’t Wait to Leave plunges into the chaotic life of Ryan, vividly portrayed by Zach Hawkins. Set against the relentless urban sprawl of London, the play explores the intricate personal and political challenges of Ryan’s bisexual identity amid a maze of societal expectations.
From the opening scenes, the play sets a provocative tone. Ryan navigates the city’s harsh landscapes, marked by ruthless dating apps like Grindr, which amplify every personal flaw and insecurity. The narrative adeptly captures his struggle for authenticity while contending with the fluidity of his youthful identity. As Ryan delivers one ruthless character assassination after another, the audience is drawn into his tumultuous world, challenged to empathise with his increasingly complex persona. The play oscillates between personal vendetta and broader social commentary, blurring the lines between dislikeable traits and brutal honesty.
The staging at the Alma Vale Tavern Theatre is minimal, effectively focusing the audience’s attention on Ryan’s intense monologues and stark, unfiltered dialogue. This simplicity enhances the claustrophobic feeling of being trapped by both the city and one’s own identity, reinforcing the play’s overarching themes of entrapment and the desire to escape.
However, the relentless pace and barrage of critiques can feel overwhelming. The play ambitiously tackles heavy themes such as the fetishization of wealth and bisexuality, the envy of seemingly better lives, and the deep-seated judgement faced by those who deviate from normative expectations. At times, this intensity risks alienation, as the rapid unfolding of Ryan’s narrative leaves little space for the audience to digest and reflect on the complexities presented.
Despite these narrative challenges, Zach Hawkins delivers a stellar performance. His portrayal of Ryan, filled with raw vulnerability and defiant spirit, resonates deeply, making the character’s journey feel both real and relatable.
While the play’s narrative could benefit from a more measured pace to allow its profound themes to resonate more fully with its audience, its raw honesty and bold storytelling make for a thought-provoking experience.
★★★☆☆ Tilly Marshall, 31 August 2024
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